Much Left Unsaid

I SAY : Unexpected

2012-01-22T23:08:00.001+08:00

So what's the unexpected things that happen?

I miss KL already,

surprisingly but true.

Maybe because i am used to the life there,

to be alone and independent.

with no restriction and absolute freedom.

To be able to do things on your own under your own time frame.

Oh well ..

Guess i'm going back soon,

i hope.

NOTEPAD : FOR THE PAST

2012-01-20T19:58:00.003+08:00

A little recap on what happen back in 2011.

I haven't been sharing much of it.

In terms of education,

if you haven't catch what I am majoring yet,

I am Mass Com student but majoring in Public Relations.

It is a necessity to gear and prep up the students to be capable of handling event chaos and crisis.

So the requirement :

An event to be organized solely ourselves,

without the guidance of our lecturer.

TARC Green Expo 2011.

Turns out although,

we did faced some emergency chaos * raining / storms / floods *

It almost ruined our everything and efforts.

However, the best part of it is ..

WE DID IT!

Not to mention,

a few covers by fellow press

* Sinchew, the star and etc . * :)

Christmas celebration all happen in KL.

The Christmas decorations are so flattering and awesome.

Penang malls really have to catch up, a lot!

Outings with awesome powesome people.

With Erica / Erykah L.Harcey and my twins, Vivian.

The long awaited picture.

With handsome, charming people.

My peeps are melt by them.

* Awwww

Managed to take a quick snap of united bears @ Pavilion, Kuala Lumpur.

Belated christmas exchange gift,

all planned by Kah Chun the great.

Terms and conditions ?

Presents must be in the budget of RM 12.25.

Some maniac * Ming Ming * bought us Papaya, crakers , sardine , onions and more.

Entire progression :

Some random outings and catching up w/ awesome powesome people.

Sorry, black and white is my affections.

Long term affections.

Playing around with my rings is one of my habit.

* By now, I think I have owned at least 20 rings. LOL

Am honoured to grab a chance to attend Puma Social Party.

Party people reunion once again,

all thanks to the convo.

Party at ZOUK, for the first time.

The real actual Christmas day celebrated w/ new and friendly people and delightful cozy place.

Opus at bangsar.

Serve with great food and the best carbonara i ever had!

New year eve countdown at Genting Highlands.

Too bad we could not catch the fireworks,

it was cancelled / postponed to another day,

thus the disappointment and lost of excitement for not witness it.

One thing to cheers to that,

I met some new friends :)

After event celebrations,

dinner at some restaurant & second round party at Overtime.

* Spot orang gila, Vivian at the back , lol *

Time sure flies,

in a blink of eye,

I have been staying at KL for one and a half years.

From what i had, lost, the happy, the sad,

this city surely turn my life upside down.

Found this when i'm packing up to go back Penang.

My first camera.

Anolog, easy to use, filmology.

Remembrance .

Lastly, a photo of vain in 2011.

What's happening in my twenty twelve?

Well, you have to guess and wait.

NOTEPAD : A new love

2012-01-09T15:00:00.001+08:00

It's a 50% dare and 50% of want .

So ..

But I am pretty much happy with this.

No regrets and another big love on myself.

Can't wait to get more soon.

NOTEPAD : Random day

2012-01-09T04:04:00.002+08:00

Insomnia kicks in,

* It's 4:20 Am now, Syabas!

I wonder when does this ever happen again since the last one?

It's been a while since I am this wide awake.

In case you have noticed,

I have some changes and make over on myself.

2012 is going to be a make over year for me,

with new changes but old identity,

I guess that's what define you and your style.

One random day while waiting for my friend to work on a Saturday.

Such a pity that he has to work on weekends.

And I have nothing much better to do as I'm on holiday now.

It's good to procrastinate, doing things and running errands on an early morning.

Well, it is good if it's once in a while.

I LIKE : THE WAY SHE WOKE UP

2012-01-05T23:25:00.000+08:00

Pretty, slacky, a sense of laziness but so fucking hot and sexy.

She is the goddess among all,

she is Megan Fox.

And GOOD MORNING to all of you.

NOTEPAD : 2012

2012-01-05T03:43:00.001+08:00

Right, I haven't been a very active blogger ever since * god knows when .

Not efficient nor proactive.

Can't really blame me though because I have so many things on hand now,

but if you would like to see my updates more on fashion senses, arts, tattoos,

*ohh, I love tattoos,

check my tumblr .

My tumblr are well kept and maintain and I update almost everyday.

Another note is finally 2011 has ended.

2011 is a real hell of a tough year for me,

i went through a lot of shits.

But fortunately,

my mind are clear now and I will pursue things that i want, love and interested in.

So 2012, you better make it up for me,

rock my world like a roller-coaster.

2012 baby ,

and oh, happy 300 post to this blogspot!

xx.

NOTEPAD : LIFE IN RECENT FIGURE

2011-12-09T15:35:00.000+08:00

Outing since a while ago,

catch up and meet up.

Laugh and chat,

that is all that matters.

With twin, Vivian.

With Aaron and Anna.

With Alvin.

I LIKE : & NO, I can't resist

2011-11-22T16:46:00.000+08:00

VIRTUAL OUTFIT: Electric Blue

2011-11-17T21:50:00.000+08:00

This is ME!

NOTEPAD : Current Sway

2011-11-16T00:29:00.000+08:00

I see from my eyes ;

EVENTS : TO THE HENNESSY ARTISTRY!

2011-11-11T21:33:00.000+08:00

It all happen today,

as a matter a fact ,

it's just few hours ago! *

I manage to attend the Hennessy Artistry Press Conference,

All thanks to my twin, Vivian,

as she brought me along with her.

Hennessy Artistry, like no others,

is very well known and in fact,

it is no longer a stranger to us.

Fusing the music, drinks, party and people together,

Hennessy Artistry is the golden mixing of all.

And since it's the press conference of Hennessy Artistry,

it is not a surprise that it could to be that grand and luxurious.

Let's have a glimpse and welcome to the Hennessy Artistry Press Conference.

Hennessy

Staging

Games Corner

The Art of mixing : Tunes

Now this is something interesting,

This corner right here,

enable people to mix their own hits,

ranging from pop, trance, rock and hip pop.

To those DJ fans and mixers,

You might unleash your talent here!

One of the Hennessy Artistry's staff is explaining and briefing how this will work to me and Vivian.

You can really create your own mix though,

it's groovy!

Also,

not forgetting the mixing bar!

Where all the drinks are served ,

bottoms up!

Slurp *

So the press conference begin after a while,

and the host for Hennessy Artistry's press conference is Julie Woon,

One of the 8tv quickie host!

She is indeed bubbly and hilarious.

Us at Hennessy Artistry's press conference.

And ohh ohh,

what's the big hit of Hennessy Artistry?

THE BIG ARTISTS of course!

You guys probably already knew who will be at Hennessy Artistry tomorrow!

First stop,

The adorable Park Jung Ming,
I swear he smile all the time!

Malaysia hot's flavour,
DJ Goldfish and DJ Blink

Yolanda Be Cool,
mastermind behind "WE NO SPEAK AMERICANO"

Also, Chris Willis!
The powerful vocal tune for Gettin' Over you.

Overall, there are seven artist to be perform and party hard tomorrow night,

but Landy Wen did not make it to the press conference due to her working schedule.

arghh, else I could have meet her in person. *

A VCR of her saying that she could not attend the press conference.

After introduction of the guests,

there are a few run downs to go.

This includes:

signing on one 3L limited edition Hennessy VSOP.

One lucky winner will win this where it has all 5 artist's signatures!

Precious prizes to win indeed!

And there's the end of the press conference.

Overall,

the press conference really did amazed us,

as the set up is very grand and awesome.

It's like when you walk in

* WOW*

Last but not least,

Picture snapping with the artists!

Who will miss this right?

Us with Chris Willis!

With DJ Goldfish and DJ Blink

With Yolanda Be Cool!

And personally with DJ Blink:

He is way too cute

So there's the end of the press conference,

mesmerizing experience I say!

Do not miss the fun!

where the global art of mixing is here.

Party hard at Hennessy Artistry tomorrow at MIECC,

just right beside The MINES Shopping mall!

For more info ,

refer here : Hennessy Malaysia

I SAY : Be strong

2011-11-03T22:40:00.000+08:00

This is what keep me strong,

for now.

I lost faith.

I SAY : TIME

2011-11-02T00:38:00.002+08:00

" Given you a decade,
what will you do?

What would you do?
If you have only one day.

Time is tick tocking,
don't waste TIME. "

NOTEPAD : Hey! It's Halloween !

2011-10-26T19:45:00.002+08:00

Last year,

we were the Veronicas x Taylor Momsem,

* refer here to view back what we did for halloween!

This year,

it's all about VD,

the all well-known Vampire diaries that are the apple of the eye of everybody.

So inspired by VD,

what's more?

We are Elena x Katherina Patrova,

the doppelgänger.

So in this Halloween,

We are the VAMPIRES.

* Note that the fangs are made from name cards .

It is indeed a last minute idea and plan for us to came up with this dress up thing!

I kinda thought that this year,

we'll miss the halloween concept thingy as we are both back to our hometown.

But, apparently, we still managed to have it!

Let's not break and ruin the fun shall we?

More of us :

And because of this bizarre idea,

we really have so much fun!

Although it just lasted for like half an hour.

Real quick right?

Yeah, click, snap and action baby!

Showing me without the fangs :P

Lastly,

Halloween is approaching!

With all sorts of parties that are organizing by different places,

are you ready to indulge and transform yourself to different and daring characters?

ARE YOU READY FOR IT?

If you're ready for it, then what will it be?

Till then,

Have fun in Halloween !

xoxo

NOTEPAD : Girls Day Out

2011-10-24T12:10:00.001+08:00

It was a girls day out,

catching the fact that we have jailed ourselves for too long.

So we plan to have a decent dinner to make it up,

to ourselves.

It helps not only in physical but also mental as well,

cause both of us seriously,

went through a lot of chaos at the same time.

My companion of the day :

Vivian.

So we went to KLCC, Pavillion, Sungai Weng to catch a breath.

Walk around and feast our eyes.

Vivian wanted to go to Forever 21 as they are having 70% up sales.

End up, she got nothing, empty handed.

Dine in later on, finally.

At ben's.

The ambience and environment of ben's could have been better.

If we are seated in another section or places.

Food was just fine, not luscious or pleasant tasting.

Seriously, Delicious have the best carbonara i guess.

Companion that are super busy.

Lastly,

Myself.

Although ambience and food are disappointing,

however, great companion still score after all.

Good day for a simple hang out nonetheless.

Till then,

xoxo.

I SAY : I Miss You

2011-10-23T20:19:00.002+08:00

Everyday, every moment, every second.

I SAY : Happy 21st Birthday!

2011-10-20T23:56:00.000+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday <3 .

All grown up and stepping into the adult life.

Be strong and have faith.

And please do know this,

I'm here whenever you need me .

xoxo

NOTEPAD : SHELL FUELSAVE DAY

2011-10-20T17:31:00.006+08:00

So it was a fine day, at first,

with hot sun and heaty weather.

We, TARC students, attended the SHELL FUELSAVE DAY, to show some love and support our college as we are one of the participants to compete with other 4 colleges which is SEGI, HELP, MMU and INTI.

So what is this SHELL FUELSAVE DAY for?

Basically it is to educate and share tips to people on how to save fuel.

The little actions that you do did contribute in saving fuel also Mother Nature!

and OH ! A Gusiness World Record Attempt,

for organizing such huge campaign for sharing tips on saving fuel.

The location itself is at One Utama shopping mall & they organized it at outdoor,

in which it is a disaster for all of us because it is raining on that day.

Let's start off with my twins, Vivian.

and my love,

Ming Ming.

Since all of us are going, so yeah.

We are with our own gang,

cheering, shouting, waving,

you know that,

support actions!

Here's the idea and who, where, when, the crowd and everything :

And oh, they also have some kick-ass performances by song birds, Ning Baizura, Suki Low, Roosevalt and more.

Aside from that, Rudy is the Emcee of the day! He is so so hilarious!

So at the end of the day,

in which our mission has ended,

while we are waiting for TARC free bus,

* oh ya! TARC provides us the free transportation to go and come back from One Utama.

some games that Shell has it and it is kinda interesting to watch people play it.

There are ropes behind, tie on your waist and it will pull you back!

so better becareful if you do not want to fall down!

Before heading back,

a snap of us.

And Ming Ming tried to murder me with a chair.

While we are chilling at Paparich,

* just to rest our legs, we all have been standing all day long already!

and I almost got bruises just right below my eye!

Pheww, luckily not on the eyes.

And oh, if you noticed,

we are all wearing blue because TARC's theme is Under the sea,

blue code.

Headed home and this is what we got from the event,

goodies bag and experiences of it,

it is a good experience nonetheless although we are forced to go,

*YIKES*

I SAY : Inner Self

2011-10-19T23:00:00.001+08:00

" Everyday, I woke up struggling inside and suffering, it feels like everyday.

I wonder how long could I bear or stand this heart break over and over again.
I feel weak. very weak."

I'm Feeling : I Want This

2011-10-16T00:25:00.002+08:00

To be in someone's arm and trust.

SOUL SEARCHING : The Black Keys - The Lengths

2011-10-15T01:29:00.000+08:00

I am lured into their world of music. The guitar, the melody...

I SAY : Meaningful

2011-10-14T14:54:00.004+08:00

" Our actions are what set things in motion."

SOUL SEARCHING : Tony Bennett

2011-10-13T14:58:00.001+08:00

A divine music is always found in jazz, blues, bassa nova, classic.

Current daily dose :

NOTEPAD : A New Beginning

2011-10-12T09:37:00.000+08:00

" For someone like you,

Don't forget me,

I begged.

I wish nothing but the best for you. "

A new chapter has begun,

mourn, remembrance, start up a new journey.

NOTEPAD : Remembrance

2011-10-10T22:24:00.000+08:00

" Sigh, is it worth it

for you to sacrifice like this? "

" Appreciate every chance u got before it's too late ...

eventhough u know that i won't give up, but do not take it for granted. "

I SAY : Haunted

2011-10-10T18:55:00.002+08:00

" Sometimes it is easy to just let it go,

it's for the best ..."

I SAY : Questions

2011-10-10T09:21:00.004+08:00

There's this thing about relationship . And i don't understand how people think about it .

I've heard a lot of love stories , some of the people around me who have relationships share with me technically (if they chose to , of cause )* and one thing that I've found is this:

How could you want to hurt your love ones even though you know that it would aches and cause a hell lot of pain in their heart ?

I'll give a few examples to explain the question if that makes you understand more .

Situation 1 :

You cheated on your love ones.

By going out a date with another girl/boy , maybe / nearly / literally have affairs with others . Don't you feel guilty in a way ? Or maybe , already have affairs with others.

Well , I believe hanging out with friends is NOT A BIG PROBLEM , but if your loves one caught that FRIEND of yours who which you both have chemistry or something fishy between you two . Don't you feel ashamed ? or maybe sorry ?

Situation 2 :

You destroy or ruin your relationship because of another party .

This is linked with situation 1 , she/he will become your loves one because you love each other.

And love is something that kept people strong but also , are able to break people down easily .

Loyalty is the main key in a relationship and marriage .

Your love one trusted you , gave in everything for you , and how could you hurt them or cause them in pain because of third party ? And how could you, fall for other when you are married ? You exchange vows with your love one , and you break your promises .

Situation 3 :

Breaking promises

When you break your promises, you tell numerous number of lies .

You are not trust-able nor credible anymore . You will not be trusted again. Don't blame on others because it is your own actions that cause you in this phase. Every actions comes with consequences. You do it, you have to bear with it. So think a trillion time before you wanted to do something, think of the people around you.

Are you hurting them? Are you abusing their trust on you? Are you breaking them down and tearing them apart? A heart can never get enough of love, ever, but pain, yes, a heart cannot be wounded that much, because it could die. & once dead, you can hardly restore it back with everything that you once had.

This thought is actually triggered by the experiences of my friends. Yes, experiences & friends, with S behind. A lot of my friends, sadly and unfortunately had this heartbreak. I had seen they cry, they gave up, they got disappointed, get back up and crashed again to the same person. Sigh, what to do, when it comes to love.

HISTORICAL MOMENT : I Am Back!

2011-10-08T23:12:00.001+08:00

You may wonder why, because I have transported to tumblr.

Here's why..

Tumblr is of course, a very addictive place for me to explore, don't get me wrong.

and i have seen so much things, get inspired and everything,

however, i miss blogspot, where this is a space for me to share my thoughts, my likings, my taste of music,

personal events & pieces.

So here i am, back to blogspot, and tumblr is my fashion blog. I share fashion pieces there, based on my likings.

I am back, hello blogspot. Hello, my friends. Hello, my writings. I missed you.

Transported

2011-06-06T15:41:00.002+08:00

So i was transported to http://crossdandy.tumblr.com/ .

See you there !

me today : I Like !

2011-06-05T10:56:00.000+08:00

Love the hair cut ,

love the shoes,

love the expression ,

love the tattoo !

Phrase of the day : now you've done it!

2011-06-01T23:17:00.001+08:00

Now that you've done it , you don't earn my trust anymore ! Congrats ! You're not in the trust zone . Bottom line is , you talk cock . Really !

me today : dang !

2011-06-01T23:14:00.000+08:00

Hot ! I always wanted to wear only jeans , of cause not in public ! I dont know why , but then , this picture to me , it's very very hot ! Some day , i'm gonna strip my dearest bf / husband to do something like this ! Oops , my poor bf / husband ! hahahahahhaha

Phrase of the day : Lesson for today

2011-05-31T19:22:00.000+08:00

Stop filling shits and complaint about everything , in the end , we are a fools of ourselves .

Phrase of the day : Some words that meant to me

2011-05-28T00:31:00.002+08:00

I miss you ;

Something that is easy to say it ; It actually meant pretty much to me, I miss someone , right now .

Inspiration today : MANGO “The Great Escape” Commercial featuring Kate Moss and Terry Richardson

2011-05-27T10:16:00.001+08:00

Mango commercial ,something for you to judge . A lot of people commented that this video sucks though , because it has nothing to do with MANGO , LOL.

Inspiration today : Yves Saint Laurent 2011 Spring/Summer Sneaker Collection Video

2011-05-27T10:09:00.000+08:00

Nice sneakers and video but pricing wise * jaw dropping *

news of the day : The Cataracs - Top Of The World ft. DEV

2011-05-27T00:12:00.001+08:00

It's not something that i like but then i believe this is all guy's favorite ! ;D

Phrase of the day : this is funny

2011-05-25T23:55:00.003+08:00

Some random chatting with my friend over msn ;

and this is what he said:

Friend :
I'm a good friend =)

Me :
ahahhahaah
okay
good friend
we'll see about that
hahah

Friend :

wanna know why i said that ?

lol

Me :

lol

why ?

Friend:

im available all the time, connected via msn / skype / facetime / 2 phones / 5 emails / sms / whatsapp / bbm
i can be reached at all time whahaha
24/7 - best customer service ever
only missing out of "friends loyalty programs" and "prepaid packages"

Damn it , laugh out loud ! laugh die me already !

song of the day : Armin van Buuren feat. Laura V - Drowning

2011-05-25T23:44:00.000+08:00

Nice what . ;D

me today : mesmerizing

2011-05-25T20:53:00.002+08:00

This song ;

reminds me of this fella ;

My supervisor / close friend / brother / adviser .

and the time that i spent / worked at there ;

damn it , i miss all those time . ;(

Inspiration today : art show

2011-05-23T14:13:00.000+08:00

This is one art show that i would love to attend , although you can see it's a simple setting , but simple is more, less is more you know ?

song of the day : Swedish House Mafia - Save The World

2011-05-21T12:38:00.000+08:00

Something to share , this is very awesome , the dogs save the day , save the humanity. I found it very very interesting therefore , i'm here to share with you guys.

Take a listen , take a listen ..

Inspiration today: Grafitti!

2011-05-21T11:32:00.000+08:00

Why on earth we do not have this kind of culture ? Who to blame?

me today : thank you for this amazing video

2011-05-20T18:37:00.001+08:00

Amazing short films , classic black and white, he stopped and stand . What's the best part? The last smile that he had ..

me today : dashing ice

2011-05-20T18:32:00.000+08:00

Cool hair , nice eye and perfect tone of skin.

The whole thing makes me feel like icey ..

Great and i love it!

Pick of the day : Never Knew

2011-05-19T21:03:00.000+08:00

Never knew a crystal blue eye can be that attractive ;

And also the accent , the hulkalicious body , facial hair .

Don't listen to Kanye In the Car ?

2011-05-16T21:43:00.003+08:00

"A recent survey conducted by Halfords, a U.K. retailer of car parts and car enhancements, reveals that it is dangerous to listen to certain kinds of music while driving. And it seems Kanye West’s Stronger is one of those songs you should never ever listen to on the road because according to the people polled, it makes you aggressive.

Top of the Blood Pressure Raising Tracks list though is not Stronger but Beastie Boys’ Sabotage.

Check out the full list:

Top 5 Blood Pressure Raising Tracks

1. Beastie Boys – Sabotage
2. The Prodigy – Firestarter
3. Papa Roach – To Be Loved
4. Kanye West – Stronger
5. Rachmaninoff – Prelude In C Sharp Minor

And the calming tracks? Well, here you go:

Top 5 Calming Tracks

1. Vivaldi – The Four Seasons
2. Jack Johnson – Breakdown
3. Adele – Someone Like You
4. Coldplay – Yellow
5. Fleetwood Mac – Landslide"

A BIG LOL TO YOU !

Phrase of the day : i need an explanation

2011-05-12T23:53:00.000+08:00

Why on earth do i feel that i've been used by someone and being ditched like nobody business? When some one needs me , i'll be there for them , and when there's no reason for me to be there , they just don't give a fuck or don't even care anymore. Why on earth that my feelings get played all the time ? Is it because i'm the one who are easily to give in ? i don't understand one bit. We keep on falling thus we keep on learning . If so , i'll keep on falling because i'll keep on learning .

me today : the look in the eye

2011-05-12T15:19:00.000+08:00

Inspiration today : with actions like this

2011-05-11T16:24:00.002+08:00

It's kinda cool to promote happy friend's day and also to make the image of Coke company better in this way . Creative and fresh , fun fun fun , their PR are so good in this thing .

virtual outfit : lookbook

2011-05-11T16:13:00.000+08:00

With outfit like this , i want to go out whole day whole night , the blinks bra are awesome . with biker's jacket and converse , now that's what i wanted .

me today : In black and white

2011-05-08T18:09:00.000+08:00

Abbey Lee , I like !

song of the day : Trinity Orchestra

2011-05-04T16:57:00.000+08:00

Well if you indulge yourself in the world of electro , you'll probably know who Daft Punk is . This Trinity Orchestra is located at Ireland , and with orchestra , they played Daft Punk " Discovery" , one of the hits from daft punk . When i listen to it, i had a goosebumps and i'm thrilled !

Take a listen !

virtual outfit : the lookbook

2011-05-04T16:27:00.000+08:00

Emily , you'll love this . Awesome pairing much :D

song of the day : the script

2011-05-03T16:44:00.000+08:00

The original

The cover .

All thanks to my supervisor, Mr Jason , it's his favorite and also my sister , emily . now my head is stuck with this song .

me today: indulge in the high fashion world

2011-05-03T15:30:00.000+08:00

It's been a while ,

and it's time to look back into the fashion world

with a new perception ,

taste and liking .

me today : me like the concept!

2011-04-29T10:30:00.000+08:00

And i wish my home , i will organize my stuff into this concept .

Easy, convenient, classy and stylish !

Everything is in order ,

oh I LIKE !

Inspiration today : coffee culture

2011-04-26T14:42:00.000+08:00

I admire their professionalism , and their shop , if i have the chance to go to US . I would definitely have a sip of coffee at their place . The design and dedication , yes .. this is what i am looking for ..

Inspiration today : beautiful body structure

2011-04-25T11:18:00.002+08:00

gorgeous to the bone .

Inspiration today : Relationship

2011-04-23T23:58:00.000+08:00

Very Interesting , the truth is this is what relationship look like , well , if you really love your love one , be sure you will make way for it , else , it will end up something like this in the end , and you might regret on everything , some day , one day.

Inspiration today : Life In A Day

2011-04-23T12:33:00.000+08:00

"Thousands of people, from all of the world, uploaded over 4500-hours of footage to YouTube in order to create this 90-minute documentary about a single day on earth. In theaters July 24, 2011."

As said, Beautiful work ..

me today: MLTR

2011-04-23T12:02:00.002+08:00

I got to say i love my internship moments , because one of this moment is :

Say what ?

Yeah, free tickets to the MLTR concert .
Yesterday at PISA, Penang.

A band who played all the songs along my childhood .

Staging wise ,

i would say it's really really awesome.

They took only a few days to actually build this stage up.

I'm very much impressed .

Lead Performer ,

She's only 16 year old.

Without further ado,

let the show begin.

Here they go :

and the crowd :

The front man / vocal :

Awesome lightings

and with the companion of :

my supervisor

Mr Asriel Jason

Or you could call him

Mr Sexy

Not to forget ,

APR trainee everywhere ,

Kah Chun and Mainson are both having their internship at Star Planet.

Kah Chun with his own bento .

And that's a rap of it !

MLTR are in KL now , for their second concert .

Catch them while you can !

me today : Another gadget

2011-04-20T13:58:00.000+08:00

Look at this baby ! wohoo , imagine my home sweet home will have this wonderful gadget . Nowadays, gadgets never gone out of style too i suppose .

Inspiration today : culture

2011-04-19T16:45:00.000+08:00

So basically , don't get a tattoo just because you think it's stylo . Tattoo is a culture , a culture that you really love and you wouldn't mind that it will remain with/ on you forever .

me today : Ralph Lauren Collection

2011-04-19T14:15:00.000+08:00

Ralph Lauren is a man , of his fashion sense, on his words , on his taste and now , his car collection . Well , i guess men , all over the world , actually envy him . He has the most glorious and best car in the world . Exquisite , special , you tell me .

me today : new gadget in wishlist

2011-04-19T10:41:00.000+08:00

This is one fine gadget that i want ! It is added in my wishlist ! gadget gadget gadget gadget , cool gadget !

phrase of the day : to thee good days

2011-04-18T17:43:00.000+08:00

When you heart is determined to do something , eventually you will do it . It's just that you need time to get up , be prepare and you need time to pick up your courage . When you don't care anymore , that's when you really are ready to let it go, because the facts are so crystal clear right now . You do not need to understand everything , just that , the most important thing is . You need to be honest to yourself , you need not feel sorry for yourself , that you won't play a fool on yourself . Be strong my dear , be brave , i can see a bright days ahead you .

me today: my earth tone colours

2011-04-17T12:33:00.000+08:00

This is why earth tones colours is in my mind for all the time . simplicity , delicacy , feminine and classy .

song of the day : Laugh My Fucking Ass Off

2011-04-15T19:55:00.000+08:00

LMFAO is one sick electro hop / techno / electro group, whatever you call it, i mean , i like their chicky look , it is so damn hilarious , and they are so so random , nobody will be as random as them . I mean come on , after hearing this hits , it was like , let's go to rave party , let's go let's go !

mix and match : the season in spring

2011-04-15T15:54:00.000+08:00

this is so nice , i fall in love with khakis recently , no okay , it's not recently , it's been quite a long time . earth tone colours which never got out of style and show their feminine side , i don't mind showing my feminine side through this colours and through this way though ;)

me today : Bottega Veneta: Viaggio Notturno

2011-04-14T14:26:00.000+08:00

high fashion high fashion high fasion , i love the smoke the bags and everything in this film . high fashion film that is . high fashion high fashion high fashion ...

song of the day : Black Eyed Peas - Just Can't Get Enough

2011-04-13T14:31:00.000+08:00

Because Black eyed peas is one of the artist that did a lot of futuristic stuff , and their music change through time .

and my recent love is :

With the obsession of Tokyo . the building is one of the most magnificent things that i like . The building , the walk way , the road and especially night time . Those lightings are awesome much .

phrase of the day : so i'll take on everything

2011-04-12T16:29:00.000+08:00

thank you god for having me to take the pain . because this is when i fall and learn . from all the way , from the past until now , and i wanted to did things that are right for me and others . i sincerely hope that i would make things right and straight in their own way . i will get through everything , even it's the biggest obstacles in my life

me today: look who's back ?

2011-04-12T12:39:00.000+08:00

the most anticapated post ever , i presume , because finally something related to my life back then .

and guess who ?

Sister hood is back ! from Singapore for a short visit to grand ma ma.

and as usual , our habit , tradition and norms in family ,

we have family dinner together ,

miss out dad and mum because they went to Germany for a vaca .

Fish eye .

and the nom nom :

It's good to have this as dinner .

Usual people :

The couple :

The crazy sister .

And brother , bro is not in the pic .

For after math ,

beer and Karaoke session

beeer

Karaoke Queen

Gadget King

Gossip queen . haha

Move on the another day .

She's going back to singapore .

She miss it so so much .

and what else , two pearl milk tea lovers met .

as she claim ,

pearl milk tea queen .

and she fly off .

hope to see you soon sis

Love . <3

song of the day : Kid Cudi

2011-04-09T12:20:00.000+08:00

One word to describe Kid Cudi is SLOW .

and this slowmo motion just fits me well right now , and in these few days ..

me today: prayers

2011-04-08T09:19:00.001+08:00

Yesterday night , i have a mixture feelings of everything . and i do not know how to explain about it .. so much thoughts throwing at the same time and so much feelings to pour . Get well soon , grand ma ma ..

song of the day : Go Alien !

2011-04-07T16:17:00.000+08:00

Well , now , look, look look . whose video is featured at here :) :

Well , technically i'm proud that Katy Perry did a nice job in this video . I am okay with pop songs , i mean i understand why are they so famous and became mainstream , it is catchy , the lyrics was .. easy to remember and it make sense . all in one , I'm happy because it is Katy Perry who did this kind of cool video but not others like Kesha or Justin Bieber . LOL . I have to admit , this video is really really cool . Aside from that , hey people , although Kanye West seems like not important in the video , but come on guys , think of it , if Kanye is not in the video , the beginning part of the song is blank , and it would be boring , and it would be so wrong without yeezy's rap , correct ? so don't put grudge or hatred on him

me today : what's left behind

2011-04-07T10:06:00.000+08:00

All i want is neutral balance , a balance to juggle everything at a time . All i want is a balance in between, that everything will be in order , and do not even cross the line or the boundaries . All i want is .. a simple order of everything , work will be always work , friends will be always friends , love will be always love , and nothing more than that . and when i said that , i pretty much sure this is what i wanted . I want everything to stay still , stay put , and remains to the way they are . things that are out of hand now , would crash something . and i had enough of those external things to crash my life . You see , experiences allow me to be wiser now . I am more rational than before . therefore , i wouldn't allow myself to be lost . I'll keep sane and think all the time because i wouldn't want something that has happen before , happen again . I will never let feelings take over me , my mind is firm , never been so sure about this . and when i said this , please do not challenge me and cross the boundaries , because if you do , everything will be from zero again . So , stay sane all the time . Don't let irrationality take control over you . Mind .. is a very fearful and powerful determination . and please , do not test my will power . when i made up my mind , nothing will change after that .

phrase of the day : i am gloomy

2011-04-05T12:00:00.000+08:00

today, i felt like my effort was wasted . I have been practicing , i am hardworking , i did everything , and i concentrate , i gave in my everything but it turn out that my effort was like .. wasted . so god , if you are really here , and you are always there for the people you love , please prove it at least once for me , make way for me , make miracle happen .

phrase of the day : which one are you ?

2011-04-01T10:52:00.000+08:00

so they say life is like a bus ride or a train ride , people around you , are the passengers in your train which they will leave a foot print in your life when they walk by . some passengers stay , some leave , and this is just the nature of it. well , so far , i'm glad those passengers of mine scripture to who i am today . though shits happen , i met terrible people and experience some stuff but it did good deeds on me . and in another way round , i met a lot beautiful people in my life , they teach me a lot of stuff , influence and change my mind a lot , i really have to thank them for they had made changes in my life . so i'll say gratitude , thank you and appreciated . now , there will be more passengers coming through life , which one are you ? to stay or to leave ? :)

song of the day : Auburn: All About Him

2011-03-30T14:44:00.002+08:00

This song is just too sweet and it is the most wonderful things to actually express and say . well one day , i'll dedicate to someone that's worth it . so sweeet

me today : the powerful eyes

2011-03-30T09:37:00.000+08:00

think that i should glam up my blog with some colors rather than black and white always , but there are black and white too , sorry , i can't help it , the black and white - last shot was too powerful while the first photo , wooo , killer eyes , sexy seductive and sensual . gorgeous , gorgeous , gorgeous

me today : things happen for a cause

2011-03-28T12:48:00.001+08:00

so when i was googling for something , i came across this picture and i like it very much . not to say the picture is in black and white monochrome but also it has film grain on it . which kinda feel like old school . and the words reason and why are the words that i am searching for . I believe everything happen for a cause , or at least a reason . and i'm glad that what i had now , is good and cool to me , at least now , i have a clearer picture of everything that i'm going to handle and i believe in god's judgement, that they have plans for everyone of us , the path awaits us to be unfold . not that i'm religious but i do trust god sometimes . so , everything happen for a reason , i do trust deeply in this .

me today : it's raining

2011-03-26T10:58:00.000+08:00

So it's the raining season now . And the weather is very cold in Malaysia , particularly I'm in penang , so i'm not very sure other country is having this raining season or no . To tell the truth , i sometimes quite enjoy raining day , it is cold , sweat- free and not to say , it's a very nice weather to be lazy and sleep all day long ! which i think i needed a good rest . well , i really need to get a rest in proper manner , i have been thinking too much things lately and it's gonna burst my head out . and yes , i am stressed out but i will prevail !

me today : timeless piece

2011-03-24T15:23:00.000+08:00

Thank you , gratitude and appreciation . deeply , yes , deeply . What matters , is now . live in present , just like time .

phrase of the day : and this is my fate

2011-03-24T09:59:00.001+08:00

Have you ever been to fortune telling before ? They tell you mostly everything if you pay them but in my case, i was told totally free of charge. And i was told twice by different fortune teller that this year , it is going to be an important year for me . and so far , what they have been predict or tell has been true . so true that i am afraid that if i didn't take any action , my fate might just slip away . of cause you think that fortune telling, it can't be trust , but i took it as guidance anyway. i need to do something, i need to do something . I don't want it to slip away ...

phrase of the day : tell me how's the world

2011-03-21T12:03:00.004+08:00

I like the expression of the kid . You know it should be innocent , gullible , like those normal kids that should had. suppose the kid here , should go out and play at the field but the action of her stated otherwise. which to me, this picture somehow reveal and explain the world , the people in the world . they may seems gullible , but actually they are not . they may look harmless , but they may be harmful. it's just matter of time , just a matter of time .

phrase of the day : the definition of life

2011-03-19T10:16:00.000+08:00

Life is a series of choices , whether you like it or not , you just have to choose a choice . and from what i see , we don't only make our own choice , we are somehow bound by the choices itself. let me rephrase , when we make a move , we will lost something some how , and that thing may or may not hurt you , it depends on whether that thing that you're going to lost , are important or dearly to you; and in some point , when you make a choice , you will have regrets either way , if it is important to you . but i've been thinking a lot . why do we have to bound by choices itself ? aren't free will exist ? can't we have both of the best things in our life without making choices and just follow the flow ? why should we be stop by choices and some circumstances ? why do we have to bind into ? why can't we be rebellious ? why ? people say that your fate is in your own hand , you make your own fate . and that's bullshit , at least from what i see now , it is bullshit . you know what ? fate is not in your hand , when you have to make choices and lose something . and free will doesn't even exist , when you are bind .

phrase of the day : feeling blue

2011-03-17T11:10:00.001+08:00

Have you ever felt that something that is so dearly and beautiful to you, are being ripped off from you ? for some circumstances ? I do , in these few days . These things are so beautiful and personal to me, but then because of some circumstances , i have to stop it from going on beautifully . It was a heartache and i had the pain strike right through me , but still , a girl gotta do what she have to do, though , ripping these things that are so dearly to me seems so horrible and painful , i still have to pull it through . after all , all the things that i went through now , is a part of life .

song of the day : It's all about N.E.R.D

2011-03-16T09:51:00.001+08:00

N.E.R.D came across me because of my bf . and of cause , it doesn't need to take me one second to love them because of their up-beats sounds and tones , and of cause , for the love of Pharrell Williams . He is just way too cute and also cool . Not many of the black guy has this kind of cool and swag . From what i see , pharrell , jay-z , Lupe Fiasco and Kanye West are those who i love the most , of cause because of the thing they do are so visionary and creative . Particularly , when i saw this video Hypnotize you , i thought that it was a no-concept video , but as it goes , i found out this video is cool , afterall it is Pharrell that we are talking about . and finally , the colours of the video , which i fall in love too , and i believe i'll fall in love deeper as times goes . So enjoy and take a listen .

Another video is :

From their last album , now you see why black and white is so awesome ? and why i fall in love with black and white ?

me today : PUMA Faas “World’s Fastest Band” Commercial

2011-03-14T14:42:00.000+08:00

watch the advertisements . It's from puma , for their sport shoes . very nice and edgy . i would say it's pretty chicky as in like you remember the beat in your mind and when you think of it , you'll remember puma . now that's what PR has to do . Nice , and well done !

outfit for today : casually beautiful

2011-03-14T10:01:00.000+08:00

I really really really like the outfit especially the top ! If it's my budget i will sure , definitely buy it but then i doubt that it is in / within my budget . so , dream on , dream on . The outfit makes me want to hang out , for a long long day .

[ from the hey hey hey ]

pick of the day : the adjustment bureau

2011-03-11T12:15:00.000+08:00

I've watched this movie yesterday , and this movie is awesome . This movie just strike through me , causing me to think , what is my fate, what is my life and what is my choice . and through all the things that i went through , are all these things right or wrong ? Is this my fate ? Am i in the right path ?

too many questions occur in my mind and i almost break down . but , come what may , whatever my answer is going to be , i will ensure myself , not to look into back in a bad way , i'll look into the back and remind myself , this is what i have came through and it makes me strong . and i , will not have anything to regret about .

me today: come what may

2011-03-11T10:57:00.003+08:00

So today , I'm going to tell you a story about my past, present and maybe future .

The story starts here :

Once upon a time, there's this 2 girls . who came across and knew each other when they are in secondary school time. and at that time, they weren't close with each other but they are definitely in the gang . and to the next 2 year , when they are in form 4 . Things changes out differently and turn out amazing . They get closer, understand better and they became best friends since then .

and they are so close until they created a friendster account together , under the name of DOUBLE C . and those retard girls are :

Camilla & Cecilia

and now they are reunited again , meeting up

and see how they grew and changed a lot . From past to present .

But there's one thing that will never change among them :

They are still retards after all.

But wait ,

no , one of them are normal .

Not !

and it is the beautiful thing because , somehow , they still shared the retarded gene inside them.

and it turn out :

to this .

and to end their story beautifully ,

they still pretty much hang out together and spent their time together even though things have been changed through time .

so come what may ,

if there's obstacles ,

they knew that they will get through it together ,

and they still are best friends after all .

The END .

now don't say that i did not update personal life here *

pick of the day : Christina Aguilera perform Bound To You Live

2011-03-08T12:53:00.000+08:00

I am not obsess with burlesque movie or christina aguilera but then i happen to came across youtube and found this video . Christina perform one of the sound track " Bound To You " live and it was amazing . Well , you know her voice was good , aside from that what i like is the live setting , the stage and how they capture the whole performance . Good job to the camera/video crew . Although you might find the stage setting was simple , but it is all that matters . Tell you what i love the most . When christina sang the song, the lights is cast upon her . and it shine like an angel . This is the scene that i love the most . So peaceful and easy

me today : Of beautiful people

2011-03-08T10:21:00.001+08:00

This is why i love seeing photo shoots and models . So inspiring , so beautiful , so eye-catching . I particularly love the last 3 photos. Oh my , that is why they are models . Their legs are so undeniable long , thin and muscular in their own way . It is just damn right . and the last picture , high fashion and seductive , you tell me . this whole thing is just wow ! and thank god , there's more and more shoots or models i could see , know , listen and hear to .

and by the way , the model is Bianca Balti , for your information .

on the other hand , blogger finally did me justice ! I can upload pictures now , have been trying since the past few days . yeahh

me today: do me no justice

2011-03-08T09:52:00.000+08:00

I have been trying to blog but blogger just can't do me justice . and i have no idea why my blogger couldn't upload the pictures . this is sick . well , hopefully my blogger would be normal again .

phrase of the day : and they thought you are angel

2011-03-04T14:30:00.000+08:00

and they thought you are angel and innocent , they are consoled by you , your expressions smoothen everyone else , but who would know that actually you're using them , for your own purposes. everyone else has two faces , two dimensions , but yours are just fake . Don't judge a book by it's cover , cause even though you maybe the one who looks like very innocent and gullible, but in your bones , you're the snake in behind .

Art Value

2011-03-03T12:05:00.002+08:00

I very like the concept and how they randomly do these kind of stuff . It's like no boundaries . Well , what to do . Blames all goes to the country .

Knowledge & Experiences

2011-03-03T09:29:00.001+08:00

Thank you for everything .